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亲爱的，


深夜， 从抵达美国华盛顿DC的一刻忙碌到现在可以安静的给你写封信。

要飞离你 17010.50公里， 于我在心里是困难的。 亲爱的， 美国是一个人人称羡的天堂，而我此刻要不是因为公事，我是决不愿意离开你一步 的。 你 从来不知道那看似潇洒的我，离开你的举步艰辛。

这些日子 忙工事和出外公干， 忙的昏天昏地，每每我深夜11或12点才回家见你，你偶有生气因我太忙碌而没有办法多陪伴你。

亲爱的， 这点我对你是愧疚的。 那看似思想开放的我，其实是一个非常传统的人。
亲爱的，我那么努力是我渴望你和我在一起能很幸福， 我们能有很好的未来。

是的，无论我看上去是多么潇洒，其实我在这一点上，终究有我的执著。

看着夜空，想想虽然我有时会因为个人的傲气而说，遇到我你运气好。经过了那么多人事人非 ，我深知, 亲爱的，遇见你是我的运气，我要好好的爱你。

You know, whenever I see you coming, my heart will always smile "that's her, the girl that hold my heart forever"



爱你，
翼儿

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我依旧为你疯狂

Dear,

早安~

周一工作天终于结束。惦记你，每一分每一秒，无论是我在桌上埋首工作，还是聆听着好玩的音乐。

前往家的脚步悄然，迎面笑声，是我的外婆和阿姨因聚首的欢笑声。我多期盼开门迎来的是你。

我们的距离，成了我生命难以承受的重。

然而也因这片片刻刻的等待，深刻了我对你的爱。

亲爱的，一年呼啸而过，我依旧为你疯狂，你成了我生命永恒的爱的诗歌，这份爱永流不息。

我深爱你，

翼儿

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这一位小女孩，长成了令我魂萦梦系的佳人

Dear,

今天开心吗？愿我遥远的祈祷，能把快乐带给你。

今天我在公园跑步， 就跑出快乐。一步一步触碰着土地，抚慰了我心灵的疲惫。

刚把我们的照片晒出来， 看见照片里的你，我的眼神有着深深的爱恋，

这一位小女孩，长成了令我魂萦梦系的佳人。

*这一两天内会把照片寄给你。=)

爱你，

翼儿

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喜欢天的蓝色

喜欢天的蓝色，因为清澈透明，没有隐藏，真实而单纯。

让人容易看透。


有一些事，我终究已经看清，何必遮掩。

人为何那么难呢？


为何你连诚实面对的勇气也没有?叹息。

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很怪的二月份

很怪的二月份，情人节及农历新年粘在一块， 还要加Internet 罢工。

很久没有上来部落格了，Internet-P1 Max 从农历新年就不工作整整一个星期。。
以为换掉streamyx 会好一点， 唉。。。
本来情人节要在家跟亲爱的S.E 在网上庆祝情人节也未能如愿。
惟有到家里附近的cyber cafe去。


AWKWARD FEBRUARY!!!

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What is A Girl Dream Gift for Valentine's Day?

Seriously, what is a girl dream gift for Valentine's Day?

This is a great mystery....

For me a great valentine's day is to have a day off with my

girlfriend, walk around the beach and enjoy some nice food.

Simple, eh?

Valentine's day is approaching and I'm thinking what to give S.E. I'm looking through tons of gifts, but those look really boring..

Anyone? Single or attached, what is your dream gift for Valentine's day?

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Gosh, She is Hot!

Have you ever meet someone in the first time and think this ...

"Gosh, She is Hot!"

And you stop when she saunter by, admiring every movement she made.

It's magical!

When you meet some hot/sexy girl, the image seems to etch in your brain immediately.

I still can recall the first day I saw S.E, even though it was some time ago.

She was shy and soft-spoken, charming smile, neat fringe, and I always see catchy gleams in her eyes.

The moment I lie my eyes on her, almost instantly, I have a "boiling" feeling

The temperature inside me was racing up, I knew my body temperature was definitely over 45 degrees.

*You know, like the cooking water is bubbling and when it is done, the kettle start to go "Bee~bee~bee!".

Till now, everyday, I still feel the same for her. I think it is because we have been through so much and I really appreciate her alot.

I appreciate every moment we are together, I can't take my eyes off her even a single second.

At times, she will stare back at me and asked: "What are you looking at?". I always flash her a smile without a speech and silently my heart goes "Gosh, you are hot!" =)

If you want to feel how I felt {ignite the burning flame!}, watch the video below and you will know what I mean.

What's your feeling/experience with the girl that makes your heart pumping fast? As usual, the comment box is waiting for you ;)

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27 Years of Having a Girl to Girl Relationship

Picture this, a little girl was walking in a jungle. As she walked, she missed a step and accidently drop into a hole and have access to another world...

To her or many others, this world was unusual. Very different from the standard world.

Oh... this little known world is called the L world.

This little girl grew up as time flies...Yape! I just passed my 27 years old birthday(December).

I am a girl ( perhaps I should be addressed as a lady now?)

and having a love relationship with another beautiful lady -S.E.

Few realizations after some years in the L world and I'll like to record it down what I have seen and experienced.

Realization #1 - Love is meant to be an Attraction

Just like a magnet attract another magnet(naturally). To do this, it's to simply increase your own magnetic power. Sadly, not many people realize this.

Instead, many people follow the mundane way, which is, trying so damn hard to please the other party. Sometimes, even losing your own pride.....

Realization #2 - Being Independent is really Important

Being with a girl is fun, however, there is very less guarantee. Well, a dream of fun and security in a girl to girl relationship is still a myth.

Learn to be independent seem to break the myth.

It allow us to have fun and guarded security(in our own hand). Therefore, see yourself saying alot of hello and welcome to many financial and self-development courses (especially techniques for emotion & hot temper).

Realization #3 - Positive attitude yields positive result. Negativity yield Negativities.

It's like if you throw an apple seed and expect to grow durian... so if you want durian, make sure

you throw a durian seed and take care of it until it grow into a durian tree.

If you want happiness, don't you think you need to first throw the happy seeds? *If you don't get the answer, I can't really help you...

I guess we are all poisoned by those drama series about girl would forgive everything her lover ever done (even being drunk and beat her up, well you know what I mean...), and thinking that is REAL love?!

Well, it is just plain drama. So, stop dreaming.

Alright. So that's my story, does it sound like "Alice the Wonder land"?

Ahem, ahem...well, I just turn 27, I have every right to be naughty again ;p

Any thoughts about the L world? Straight or Lesbian, feel free to put your thoughts & experience down at the comment box. =)

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感伤，因为这个世界从此没有了你 -Remembering Lovely MJ

听到MJ逝世的消息，我有着深深的感伤。

MJ深爱着小孩子和深爱着和平。
我因为也很深爱小孩子所以总会注意MJ 一些事。

在他高高的地位，为了和平，为了孩子们做了好多事。
深爱着小孩子， 为他们建造了neverland,免费开放给穷苦的小孩，捐钱，等等。。。

感伤，因为这个世界从此没有了一个真正关心和平及孩子福利的人。

感伤，因为这个世界从此没有了你。

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I Shall Believe 而我深信

很喜欢张悬唱的I Shall Believe,当我哼唱的时候，我总觉得能有一股力量。
尤其女同志，要面对人们的眼光，要面对种种的困难。

当我们面对种种的困难,亲爱的，而我深信我们的爱能够让我们手牵着手一起走下去，爱你。=)

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亲爱的，我愿活在你爱里

亲爱的，

我愿活在你爱里=）

I Would Live In Your Love

by Sara Teasdale

I would like in your love,

As the sea-grasses live in the sea,

Borne up by each wave as it passes,

Drawn down by each wave that recedes;

I would empty my soul of my dreams

That have gathered in me.

I would beat with your heart as it beats,

I would follow your soul as it leads.

我愿活在你爱里

莎拉。剔思达尔

我愿活在你的爱里，

就像海草活在海里，

随每一个过境浪涛而起，

随每一个远撤浪涛而伏；

我愿从我灵魂清除所有

结聚的梦幻，

我愿循著你的心律鼓动，

我愿跟随你的灵魂无论何处。

~翼儿

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what am I doing recently?

it has been up and down for some time, there are things that im doing still

 

1) writing and keep getting/exchanging idea for yis.lifelogger.com

2) busy with my own online project

3) hang out with friends ( not many times in a week but still...)

4) attending meditation class every tuesday

 

these are things that keep me going ;)

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姐姐给我的话 Words From My Sister

"sis, u could do it and make it happen in what you want. just remember you got my full faith and support. I will be happy when you are. Take care."- from my sis

I am actually a child that needed not alot of supervision but alot of praise and moral support, no one like my sister, accept me as who i am, never ask me to change my path( although she did critisize certain stuff, but she wont force me into anything). From time to time, she will seeks for me, she will try to understand me as much as she can. We communicate whenever we hav conflict, we share the good and bad time.

She is the best gift from God. She is my world best sis:)

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KX, my little angel, i love you very very ..much

this is not my niece, this picture just too cute~

my little angel, my little angel

there seem no exhaustion in calling you so.

every night i wrapped you around my chest,  put you to sleep quitely.

Humming you some song that has ancient old,

every beat of your pounding heart, over-crossed, yielding the most lovely rythm on earth.

you may not know,the meaning and existence of you,

the closeness that i have long lost,and the cuddle bring all those back.

whisper once more; the secret of my heart

my little angel,i wish you know,i love you, i love you so!

* kx is my little niece, she is few months old now.

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