给你写了无数的信﹐在那蓝线白色纸张上承载属我的思念﹐那些信﹐没有逃过时间的魔咒﹐泛黄。生命的无常﹐让我的心灵明白﹐曾经使我心如置天堂的你﹐也会随时离去的。这些年﹐不断的遇见想与我在一起的人或我想与他一起(极少)﹐可是他们的手﹐于我﹐太多太多是掠夺者﹐他们的手﹐张牙舞爪﹐令我觉得窒息﹐想逃。没有比较的心态是自欺欺人﹐可是﹐我真的寻求的,是像孙燕姿那一首"someone"-someone who give like a saint,feast like an angel...不能说这与你的好无关﹐可是更深的思考是﹐这只是我自己对灵魂伴侣的最深处的期求。is not really just because of you...
"How blessed I am that I can walk beside you, lean upon you, and live within the warmth of your love." -Roy Lessin
"All you need is already within you, only you must approach your self with reverence and love. Self-condemnation and self-distrust are grievous errors. Your constant flight from pain and search for pleasure is a sign of love you bear for your self, all I plead with you is this: make love of your self perfect. Deny yourself nothing -- glue your self infinity and eternity and discover that you do not need them; you are beyond". Nisargadatta Maharaj
"I love you. It's not a weight you must carry around. I love you. It's not a box that holds you in. I love you. It's not a standard you have to bear. I love you. It's not a sacrifice I make. I love you. It's not a pedestal you are frozen upon. I love you. It's not an expectation of perfection. I love you. It's not my life's whole purpose (or your's). I love you. It's not to make you change. I love you. It's not even to make you love me. I love you. It's as pure and simple as that. " - Anonymous
"A joyful heart is the inevitable result of a heart burning with love." Mother Teresa
"The first duty of love - is to listen." Paul Tillich
"It's not that I can't live without you...it's just that I don't even want to try."
"Romance is the fuel that keeps love burning hot." Rusty Silvey
"When people try to depict what LOVE is, it comes alive from the first moment I laid my eyes on you. - Yi Er
And I shall find some girl perhaps, and a better one than you, With eyes as wise, but kindlier, and lips as soft, but true, and I daresay she will do.~Rupert Brooke
Talking about myself, I would say I am well rounded person--> a Jujitsu Master,famous portrait photographer, done travel around the world, speak classy French,surrounded by tons of lesbian friends and Many More!
Of course, statement above are not true. I was just jokking.;)
Ok, I am a down to earth lesbian, this blog exist is mainly because I like to record the journey of my life which is being a lesbian & moreover- being myself. Speaking of being myself, I would like to be a happy one. I remember one of my lesbian friend told me, lesbian life is too hard and too much suffering....
Let's see, erm,I think lesbian life is indeed hard and also have some torturing moments... however,one of my favourite helen keller quote can totally save the situation--> "Although the world is full of suffering, it is also full of the overcoming of it."
So far,my life is fine. Looking back my lesbian life( which started since secondary school), happy moment is more than sorrow. I am really grateful.
I am a saggitarius, but some parts of me are capricorn. Having a family with my Love one( definitely female) is my living purpose for this life. My favourite quote :"I am my beloved, my beloved is me."
It's my pleasure to write here and if you ever come accross my blog, I wish more of you out there share your story, give us strength, motivate each other and what can I say- let's enjoy our lesbian life!
"Alone we can do so little; together we can do so much. "
Helen Keller
Area of interests: =============
1) Better My Relationship with Her (S.E)- Anything related to it
2) Miscellaneous Rambling of a Lesbian (ME!).
3) Finance management
4) Anything about Fun~
and more..which I don't know yet.
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